Ok, in a few days time, term 2 will be ending and it will be the start of term 3. A new term, new beginning, new goals for us all. For me, comes term 3, my engine will be running and stops only when it's my bed time. Also, in term 3, 3 events will be taking place consecutively. The first one would be 13TH OR 14TH MOE INTER-SCHOOL SHOOTING COMP and as such, there would be intensive training for the whole of next week when school reopens. I promise myself not to skip nor skive for and during training. Our last week for all shooters to perform our very best before the final showdown. Secondly, prelims is nearing and so do O levels. I've set my mindset to be focused at all times, jokes only during intervals of lesson. Other than that, focus and be serious about my work. Teachers are pinning high hopes on me and i've disappointed them in N lvls. I dont want to disappoint them again in O lvl although people say it is harder. With a positive mind, all obstacles can be taken care off and for every thing that happened, it happened for a reason. So yeah, term 3&4 is a term for seriousness. Im just waiting for that day to come by. Shall work hard towards getting the points and courses that i want. 10&13. Its not much to ask for anyway.
So my advance apologies for being too strict, demanding, domineering, attitude(if), because im under a lot of pressure. I dont want to show it cause no one can help. Therefore i shall just keep it to myself. Term 3&4 will be occupied by many revisions/night studies. That's all.
Its time for serious business, T.Y.S!
I will stop coming for shooting once my shooting comp has ended. That will end my 'career' in secondary school. My leadership has ended since sec 4. Its time to fully concentrate on studies.
Lastly, as for 'relationship', let's see what has been planned for us after o lvls. I dont want to ask for much.
Your motivation, love, kindness, understanding are all i need. I've given you all that i could possibly give away. I dont know your reaction nor your feelings towards all that i have done for you. Its all entirely up to you to think about. Again, i dont ask for much. Let this case remains close first. I'll dig it up again upon the completion of lvl.
changing the course of my life
into something special...